My struggle...

     I've been struggling a lot this past few days...
     I miss talking to one of my friends... I miss telling him all my pains and happiness, not because I still love him but simply because I miss my friend... My friend who used to listen, listen, listen and listen... The one whom I can talk to about just anything... I miss the way we exchange ideas and thoughts without even having to argue or fight, just simply having a good, meaningful and heart warming conversation...

    But I can't do it...I don't wanna betray the trust and love of the person I am with right now... Aside from that I know that he(my friend) is already happy with his current situation. A world without me. But there are days that I wish I could still open my heart to him. I miss having someone who listens and touch my shoulder whenever I'm down...

    I wish life is all that simple...