feeling down...

feel so down lately... most specialy today... i wanna cry and cry and cry and cry... wish that someone would listen to me and tell me that I'll be fine... why am I so pathetic? why do I allow people to  treat me this way? last night I told him I felt so lonely, he didn't even take notice of it... he didn't even ask me why... I feel so alone right now...

I wish I could be more stronger and more determined in trying to making things right... I don't know anymore... But right now, I just want to let my tears out... I want to ease the pain that  I feel and erase all the uncertainties and insecurities that I have... I want to shout so loud until my lungs feel so light and good... 

Hope I can do any of those...